silenced…

There are times that I’m surrounded by so many goings on.  People here and there.  Talking.  Watching.  Thinking out loud and rather than make small talk and join in conversations that are outside my interest I tend to find a way to make quiet.  To muffle the sounds or buffer the interaction that, at the … Continue reading silenced…

the season

It isn’t the rain that signals a change of seasons here.  The semi-constant rain cleanses and renews but it doesn’t mark change.  Nor does the blinding sun, which seems to come more in the dead of winter.  It seems determined to blind us more than to hold back the chill in the air. The seasons … Continue reading the season

tempting? not so much.

And the best spam email subject line of the day? "big penis is very cool" Really?  Is that what you think?  It's the best email you could come up with to try to bait me to your website?  That statement?  Sigh.  Hire better writers.

forgive and…

I don't particularly love my grandmother. My late grandmother. When she died it was exceptionally difficult.  There is a perception that you should mourn when someone dies.  And I did.  I mourned the relationship she and I had.  I mourned the relationship she and I never had. She was mentally ill for the last part … Continue reading forgive and…

hate…

Sometimes I'm just too mad to write.  Anger is one of the few emotions that it is truly difficult for me to write through and until recently I've never really been able to figure out why. I've realized it isn't the anger that holds my tongue.  It isn't the rage that stills my words and … Continue reading hate…