I remember saying I was gonna write a happy little post today. I joyful little jaunty tune maybe. Perhaps a naughty limerick would make its way to this page.fuck that. None of that is to be had. NO LAUGHTER.le sigh.My computer. MY NEW COMPUTERThe computer that I loved and stuff.I think it may be toast.Bye … Continue reading le sigh…
the something there…
Earlier there was something there. Here in fact. But I took it down.Because having it here, it didn't make my soul any lighter. It only added to the weight pressing in on me.And having taken it down I feel better.It's the first time I've done that.Taken something down.But it really, after reading it, sounded like … Continue reading the something there…
hair today
I did something today that I have never done before. Ever. I had a hair appointment (which I have done numerous times) and I took K with me.Sigh.In the past I have always gone when she was in school or waited for the weekend when Mr. Kaos was home so I could go and have … Continue reading hair today
the one where we talk about hp…
No, not HP the big ol company that makes printers and computers and scanners, the other HP.Harry. Potter.Yes I love the books.Yes I love the movies.And no there are no spoilers on this page about the final book or the newest movie. I have not read it. I have not seen it.BUT, if you haven't … Continue reading the one where we talk about hp…
the bubbles…
I normally try to post something as soon as I wake up, so it isn't unusual for me to write something the night before, put some finishing touches on it and pass it on to all of you in the form of CamiKaos morning love.And that's just what I did yesterday. I wrote a piece … Continue reading the bubbles…
to do
It's idea thief & consumer whore all rolled into 1 little bundle... the bundle of me.A while back Mr. Fab wrote his dear readers sick and twisted post cards. I did not receive one. No postcard for little miss CamiKaos. Ignored. Unloved. Dejected.Of course in all fairness I didn't ask for one or give him … Continue reading to do
sleepless poetry
night sleepsbut all those around me come to lifewith their quiet breathsfluttering eyesthe beating of their hearts and I know nownow more than ever during the daythat they are so full of lifefull of lovefearfreedomI wish I could join them.
consumer whore cami is sick
You heard it folks, consumer whore cami is sick, ill, infected. I'm lousy with vacation fever and I want it to stop... or at least I'd like a little more control over myself...I feel the drug that is di$neyland coursing through my veins and it's a high I know I need to come down from.I … Continue reading consumer whore cami is sick
e-cat is sick…
K has a little striped orange cat with humongous green eyes. It's stuffed. That is to say it is a stuffed animal made of fabric, fill and beads. Not one that has been taxidermied. I know some people enjoy the fine art of dead stuffed things, I know am not one of those people...So her … Continue reading e-cat is sick…
take 3
It's one of those days where I can tell there is something I need to get off my chest. Something I need to say, to talk about, to discuss, to dispatch from my mind but I just can't quite find it.I've written this post 3 time now, you wouldn't have cared for the first 2... … Continue reading take 3
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