sweet dreams are made of these…

I don't have it in me today to talk about things I want to talk about.The things I should be talking about, thinking about.I put K to bed 3 hours ago and still she's wakeful.Crying and wakeful...Refusing to sleep.and there is not a thing I can do.

anxiety

nerves.funny things.You never know what's going to set them off.I realized a couple of days ago that K's school is starting in 2 1/2 weeks. That's plenty of time to do nothing and mess around, but to get all her back to school shopping done, buy school supplies, get her back on her sleeping schedule … Continue reading anxiety

the mighty cami…

I was having quiet time. I was at peace. I was resting in my room while K played quietly in her room. Anyone with kids knows how precious that time is... the brief moments where the child is actually playing nicely alone...That's when it happened. That's when she cried out in need, in fear.My whole … Continue reading the mighty cami…

today…

I have no witty comeback for anything you say today.no snark.no snarl.Today my little one, my darling K, will graduate from Kindergarten.I remember the day we brought her home, how she was so tiny she fit into the curve of my arm. How I lifted her effortlessly and held her to me. I remember looking … Continue reading today…

monday was…

My Monday was so very many things...You see because of my valiant Treasurelicious pimping efforts I was taken out to lunch by one of the founders of tlish who will remain nameless because she is a better person than I am and doesn't want to give all of you the impression that I like her … Continue reading monday was…