the season

It isn’t the rain that signals a change of seasons here.  The semi-constant rain cleanses and renews but it doesn’t mark change.  Nor does the blinding sun, which seems to come more in the dead of winter.  It seems determined to blind us more than to hold back the chill in the air. The seasons … Continue reading the season

tempting? not so much.

And the best spam email subject line of the day? "big penis is very cool" Really?  Is that what you think?  It's the best email you could come up with to try to bait me to your website?  That statement?  Sigh.  Hire better writers.

worlds

entire worlds exist behind each set of eyes as they stare intently or close to contemplate finding tales that will never see the light of day as lives play out inside minds daydream and play pretend imaginary friends that lead the way in tickling spring rain in warm summer grass in crisp fall leaves in … Continue reading worlds

forgive and…

I don't particularly love my grandmother. My late grandmother. When she died it was exceptionally difficult.  There is a perception that you should mourn when someone dies.  And I did.  I mourned the relationship she and I had.  I mourned the relationship she and I never had. She was mentally ill for the last part … Continue reading forgive and…

hate…

Sometimes I'm just too mad to write.  Anger is one of the few emotions that it is truly difficult for me to write through and until recently I've never really been able to figure out why. I've realized it isn't the anger that holds my tongue.  It isn't the rage that stills my words and … Continue reading hate…

history of words…

I remember starting this blog in November 2006.  I remember the following months.  How I learned as much about myself as I learned about others. I was able to reach out and interact with a giant community of people with whom I shared some common trait.  People throughout the world sharing their thoughts through words.  … Continue reading history of words…