forgive and…

I don't particularly love my grandmother. My late grandmother. When she died it was exceptionally difficult.  There is a perception that you should mourn when someone dies.  And I did.  I mourned the relationship she and I had.  I mourned the relationship she and I never had. She was mentally ill for the last part … Continue reading forgive and…

hate…

Sometimes I'm just too mad to write.  Anger is one of the few emotions that it is truly difficult for me to write through and until recently I've never really been able to figure out why. I've realized it isn't the anger that holds my tongue.  It isn't the rage that stills my words and … Continue reading hate…