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A dimly lit coffee shop interior at night. A cluster of bare Edison bulbs on black cords hangs from the ceiling, glowing pale blue-green. Behind them, a wall bears hand-lettered black text — "WE MET AT THE WRONG TIME. THAT'S WHAT I KEEP TELLING MYSELF ANYWAY. MAYBE ONE DAY WE'LL MEET AGAIN IN A —" — with a pink-and-white neon sign reading "COFFEE SHOP" mounted mid-wall. Silhouetted plants and an espresso machine sit in shadow in the foreground.

of cave water and deviated septums…

July 9, 2026Leave a comment

I'm sitting in a busy coffee shop on Thursday morning. I haven't been out and about much between chronic illness and introversion, and I've been kind of stuck in my head. I'm listening to cave water on my noise-cancelling headphones and watching my kid's kindergarten teacher chat with two more women who also give off … Continue reading of cave water and deviated septums…

Close-up of an anatomical model showing the hip joint — pelvic bone, lower spine, and the head of the femur held together with small metal hardware, against a soft gray background.

mutant notes 003: this tiny little dose…

June 23, 2026Leave a comment

Heads up: this is part of an ongoing series about my experience with GLP-1 medication. If that's a triggering topic, please feel free to skip. I'm not telling anyone what to do with their body. I just need to process this, and I figure someone out there is more scared than I am and could … Continue reading mutant notes 003: this tiny little dose…

mutant notes 002: a pretty tight grouping…

June 22, 2026Leave a comment

Heads up: this is part of an ongoing series about my experience with GLP-1 medication. If that's a triggering topic, please feel free to skip. I'm not telling anyone what to do with their body. I just need to process this, and I figure someone out there is more scared than I am and could … Continue reading mutant notes 002: a pretty tight grouping…

A dense collage of vintage wine labels overlapping each other, featuring ornate typography, château illustrations, and varied colors against the labels' aged paper backgrounds.

labels matter…

June 21, 2026Leave a comment

It's 7:23 in the morning on Father's Day. I'm curled up in bed next to a sleeping father. Not my father. Not the father of my child. Also not just some dad. In a weird way he's sort of everyone's startup dad in Portland. But he's asleep so we'll move on. I didn't actually come … Continue reading labels matter…

A small glass bottle of dark liquid with a cork-and-leaf stopper, sitting on mossy forest ground among scattered leaves and a piece of driftwood.

I’m not the entrepreneurial sort…

June 18, 20261 Comment

I'm working for myself now. Which is not something I ever particularly wanted to do, if I'm honest. Before I go any further, let me be specific. Because my partner spends his days working with founders, and founders are entrepreneurs in the Merriam-Webster sense: entrepreneurial — having to do with the creation and development of … Continue reading I’m not the entrepreneurial sort…

Three plastic syringes filled with red liquid, arranged diagonally across a deep coral background.

mutant notes 01: did I mention I’m afraid of needles…

June 17, 2026Leave a comment

Heads up: this is the opening piece of a series about my experience starting GLP-1 medication. If that's a triggering topic, please feel free to skip. I'm not telling anyone what to do with their body. I just need to process this, and I figure someone out there is more scared than I am and … Continue reading mutant notes 01: did I mention I’m afraid of needles…

⏺ Dozens of hand-tied beaded necklaces laid out side by side — semi-precious stone malas in every color. Greens, blues, amber, white, black, coral, turquoise, yellow.

as I was saying…

April 25, 2026April 25, 20262 Comments

I spent a lot of time over the past few years looking for a new way to be professional. My nervous breakdown slash autism surprise slash ADHD diagnosis slash leaving the workforce slash trying to find myself as a human without inserting myself into toxic and unhealthy cultures came at an inconvenient time, frankly. The … Continue reading as I was saying…

Black and white promotional photo of Big Audio Dynamite II with large red "BAD II" text overlaid. Five band members in casual poses, layered with torn newspaper clippings. The image has the raw, collaged aesthetic of early 90s alternative music.

here we here we here we go again…

April 21, 20263 Comments

I love The Clash. I've always loved The Clash. I was so young when I started listening to them that I don't actually remember the first time I heard them. They formed the year before I was born and because they were always just there I never thought of them as a band that started. … Continue reading here we here we here we go again…

friday the thirteenths, part two of three…

March 13, 2026March 13, 2026Leave a comment

About a month ago, shortly before last Friday the 13th, I decided I should do something intentionally nice for myself every single day. I didn't think it would be easy but I genuinely didn't think it would be hard. Some days were easy. I ordered a coffee mug from a ceramic artist who I know from … Continue reading friday the thirteenths, part two of three…

A scattered pile of tarot cards from the Daydream Tarot deck, showing richly illustrated cards including The Tower, The Chariot, and multiple cards from the suit of Cups. The artwork is detailed and moody, rendered in muted tones with pops of color. The Five of Cups card is most prominent, depicting a whimsical stack of mismatched teacups in yellow, red, and teal.

the Bilbo moment…

March 7, 2026Leave a comment

That whole emotional tarot post, the one about popcorn bowls and tarot decks and saving things for company that isn't coming — came out of a project I'm working on. I've been handling all the decks regularly and it's made me incredibly reflective. And I'm in a making mode right now — trying to keep … Continue reading the Bilbo moment…

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