I don't have it in me today to talk about things I want to talk about.The things I should be talking about, thinking about.I put K to bed 3 hours ago and still she's wakeful.Crying and wakeful...Refusing to sleep.and there is not a thing I can do.
strange love episode: shizzow!
Friday night's episode of Strange Love Live saw a first for our little studio... 3 guests all squeezed onto the Strange Love couch to talk about a brand new social web service. Listen in as we talk to Mark, Sam & Dawn from Shizzow.As always you can listen to the show here, download it or … Continue reading strange love episode: shizzow!
fridays…
Join us for Strange Love Live tonight at 10pm with special guests Dawn Foster and Sam Keen of Shizzow! We'll be broadcasting live at 10pm.
it’s raining on prom night…
My secret is out, missburrows let it slip that I, CamiKaos, never went to Prom.Nope. Not my own, not a boyfriend's.No prom for me.Once as a freshman I went to a winter formal with a gaggle of friends and a cutie with a mohawk...Not the same as prom. At all. Plus at that point I … Continue reading it’s raining on prom night…
colors…
I've found myself under an unusual amount of stress lately. This that and the other thing all pile on top of me and suddenly my chest starts to feel a little tighter. My mind starts to reel as I over think things. My patience wains and my temper starts to flare.It's not one big thing, … Continue reading colors…
inspire me…
An hour ago I lay here in this very same spot with my hands resting upon this very same laptop.Waiting. Thinking. Wondering.It was my writing time and I was about to dive into some great adventure, spin a fantastic yarn. Tell a tale that only I can tell...and thenDr. Normal came into the room and … Continue reading inspire me…
anxiety
nerves.funny things.You never know what's going to set them off.I realized a couple of days ago that K's school is starting in 2 1/2 weeks. That's plenty of time to do nothing and mess around, but to get all her back to school shopping done, buy school supplies, get her back on her sleeping schedule … Continue reading anxiety
strange love episode: babbling with bram & amber
Late at night in the house of Strange Love 4 podcasters did meet to talk about podcasty things...Many thanks to Amber Case & Bram Pitoyo of Hazelnut Tech Talk for a great show and a wonderful night!As always you can listen to the show here, download it or subscribe so that you can always be … Continue reading strange love episode: babbling with bram & amber
when night…
When night swoops down on this house we are not ready. It's never unexpected, nor is it unwelcome... we just aren't ready.In my home we each have our own way of delaying night's embrace. Our own ways of saying No, I won't. No, I can't. Really, I couldn't possibly.The method doesn't really matter though, what … Continue reading when night…
you might want to put your clothes on…
The other night as I lay curled in post coital bliss Dr Normal stroked my hair and told me that I might want to put my clothes on...Sigh.He stood up and went to the bathroom and listening to the sound of the water running in the sink I dozed off letting the thick night air … Continue reading you might want to put your clothes on…
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