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the ocean wins…

October 21, 2017October 21, 2017Leave a comment

Yesterday we walked along the beach clad in tall rain boots, jeans, and raincoats. The clouds above were dark and fluffy. Thinning out in spots to reveal a brilliant blue sky. We guarded ourselves from the gentle gusts of wind with stocking caps as we watched foam from the waves tumble across the glossy wet … Continue reading the ocean wins…

surviving the sunpocalypse… 

August 22, 2017August 22, 2017Leave a comment

Yesterday North America witnessed a celestial event the likes of which many of us had never seen. Or that we just couldn't remember. Not because this doesn't happen every few years, but because it doesn't happen every few years here. And it's never happened in North America during the age of the internet when all … Continue reading surviving the sunpocalypse… 

sometimes I’m happy to be wrong…

May 8, 2017May 10, 20171 Comment

Sunday afternoon, after a weekend that saw more than its fair share of errands, chores, and video games, we walked down to the local theater to see a matinée screening of Guardians of the Galaxy Volume 2. Before we go any further let me address the obvious. The thing many of you probably know. I … Continue reading sometimes I’m happy to be wrong…

tales of a traveling introvert: television time…

March 23, 20171 Comment

Getting to travel for work is pretty damn cool. It's a problem sometimes, sure. But it's not a bad problem to have. Where I often run into trouble, outside of the logistics and being away from my people, is that I need me time. I need quiet. I need to decompress. I need to sit … Continue reading tales of a traveling introvert: television time…

can you hear me?

February 1, 2017March 28, 20192 Comments

When I was little, back in the olden days before the internet, I remember sitting on the rough commercial-grade carpet of the library floor. I was alone in a big aisle of books as my mother looked for something to read in another section. I loved to sit there flipping through the pages of pictures. … Continue reading can you hear me?

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am I blue….

January 20, 2017Leave a comment

I woke up this morning with a feeling I can't shake. Sad. Distant. Nauseous instead of hungry. I saw my kid off to school. And might I add that my kid looked particularly cool today wearing a studded jacket I'd purchased as a gift for them on my first ever trip to Europe. Mentally I … Continue reading am I blue….

trying to not be thankful…

November 29, 20164 Comments

Travel can have its ups and downs. And sometimes it's really hard to keep a good attitude in the midst of shitty stuff happening. But my ability to keep my calm and be positive while traveling is something I take pride in. But that positivity can go a little too far. After about 12 hours … Continue reading trying to not be thankful…

I can’t fight this feeling…

November 11, 2016November 11, 20162 Comments

Perhaps I should say I won't fight this feeling. I paused. I took a day's worth of breaths. I let the feelings wash over me in waves. Panicked. Numb. Angry. Numb. Mourning. Numb. Disgust. Numb. Understanding. Disgust. Anger. Hurt. Numb. I don't want the numb. I don't want to be calm. I don't want to … Continue reading I can’t fight this feeling…

an updated thank you note to kidney stones…

October 27, 2016October 27, 2016Leave a comment

A year ago today my daddy underwent a kidnectomy. No, that's not a real word but I don't know what else to call it when a kidney is all cancer ridden and gross and so they have to cut it out. I'm making new words today. It's a celebration. Anyway, back to the kidnectomy, it … Continue reading an updated thank you note to kidney stones…

if it were only cat calls…

September 14, 2016September 14, 20167 Comments

Yesterday I worked. I ran errands. I worked some more. And then when I realized it was time to head out the door to a happy hour I threw my jeans and a black tank top on, put on my sandals, ran a flatiron through my hair, threw on some bb cream, mascara, and chapstick … Continue reading if it were only cat calls…

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