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A dimly lit coffee shop interior at night. A cluster of bare Edison bulbs on black cords hangs from the ceiling, glowing pale blue-green. Behind them, a wall bears hand-lettered black text — "WE MET AT THE WRONG TIME. THAT'S WHAT I KEEP TELLING MYSELF ANYWAY. MAYBE ONE DAY WE'LL MEET AGAIN IN A —" — with a pink-and-white neon sign reading "COFFEE SHOP" mounted mid-wall. Silhouetted plants and an espresso machine sit in shadow in the foreground.

of cave water and deviated septums…

July 9, 2026Leave a comment

I'm sitting in a busy coffee shop on Thursday morning. I haven't been out and about much between chronic illness and introversion, and I've been kind of stuck in my head. I'm listening to cave water on my noise-cancelling headphones and watching my kid's kindergarten teacher chat with two more women who also give off … Continue reading of cave water and deviated septums…

A close-up profile portrait of a white rooster with a tall, jagged bright-red comb and red wattles, one amber eye in sharp focus, against a dark, blurred green background.

mutant chronicles 004: don’t get cocky, kid…

July 8, 2026July 8, 2026Leave a comment

Heads up: this is part of an ongoing series about my experience with GLP-1 medication. If that’s a triggering topic, please feel free to skip. I’m not telling anyone what to do with their body. I just need to process this, and I figure someone out there is more scared than I am and could … Continue reading mutant chronicles 004: don’t get cocky, kid…

A scuffed yellow road sign with two black arrows pointing in opposite directions — one left, one right — mounted on a weathered brick wall with peeling paint in yellow, blue, red, and black.

ask not what your cami can do for you, but what you can do for your cami…

June 25, 2026Leave a comment

It's been made clear to me over the years that, remarkably, people don't know what they can do to help you unless you ask. Uck. Asking for help. It is not something I'm very well seasoned at, because I would rather do it myself and not put anyone else out. Yes yes, I've been made … Continue reading ask not what your cami can do for you, but what you can do for your cami…

Close-up of an anatomical model showing the hip joint — pelvic bone, lower spine, and the head of the femur held together with small metal hardware, against a soft gray background.

mutant notes 003: this tiny little dose…

June 23, 2026Leave a comment

Heads up: this is part of an ongoing series about my experience with GLP-1 medication. If that's a triggering topic, please feel free to skip. I'm not telling anyone what to do with their body. I just need to process this, and I figure someone out there is more scared than I am and could … Continue reading mutant notes 003: this tiny little dose…

mutant notes 002: a pretty tight grouping…

June 22, 2026Leave a comment

Heads up: this is part of an ongoing series about my experience with GLP-1 medication. If that's a triggering topic, please feel free to skip. I'm not telling anyone what to do with their body. I just need to process this, and I figure someone out there is more scared than I am and could … Continue reading mutant notes 002: a pretty tight grouping…

A dense collage of vintage wine labels overlapping each other, featuring ornate typography, château illustrations, and varied colors against the labels' aged paper backgrounds.

labels matter…

June 21, 2026Leave a comment

It's 7:23 in the morning on Father's Day. I'm curled up in bed next to a sleeping father. Not my father. Not the father of my child. Also not just some dad. In a weird way he's sort of everyone's startup dad in Portland. But he's asleep so we'll move on. I didn't actually come … Continue reading labels matter…

A small glass bottle of dark liquid with a cork-and-leaf stopper, sitting on mossy forest ground among scattered leaves and a piece of driftwood.

I’m not the entrepreneurial sort…

June 18, 20261 Comment

I'm working for myself now. Which is not something I ever particularly wanted to do, if I'm honest. Before I go any further, let me be specific. Because my partner spends his days working with founders, and founders are entrepreneurs in the Merriam-Webster sense: entrepreneurial — having to do with the creation and development of … Continue reading I’m not the entrepreneurial sort…

Three plastic syringes filled with red liquid, arranged diagonally across a deep coral background.

mutant notes 01: did I mention I’m afraid of needles…

June 17, 2026Leave a comment

Heads up: this is the opening piece of a series about my experience starting GLP-1 medication. If that's a triggering topic, please feel free to skip. I'm not telling anyone what to do with their body. I just need to process this, and I figure someone out there is more scared than I am and … Continue reading mutant notes 01: did I mention I’m afraid of needles…

of sauce packets and tarot boxes…

June 3, 2026Leave a comment

Sunday night the insomnia ghosts came calling. You know the ones. Anxiety. Inspiration. Critical reflection. Hunger. The usual roster. Inspiration was loudest that night. Of course, the muse. I've been racking my brain for what to do with the discarded tarot card boxes. When I take a deck apart for a mix deck, the original … Continue reading of sauce packets and tarot boxes…

Vintage interior with woman in white dress examining wooden cabinets, evoking a historical apothecary setting.

letters from the rest cure…

May 12, 2026Leave a comment

A retroactive translation The 8th of April, in this year of our discontent Dear Reader, Today I have begun to be weaned from my tonic by order of Dr. S—. The reduction is significant — by a third, she has said, "to keep the worst of it manageable." I had not known the tonic was … Continue reading letters from the rest cure…

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