A close-up of a lit pinball machine, its bumpers and star-marked targets glowing under soft, colorful arcade lights, everything shimmering behind the glass.

trying not to tilt…

December 5, 20251 Comment

At some point fairly recently I finally acknowledged that a fair portion of my completely exhausting myself before noon has nothing to do with effort and everything to do with momentum. If I wake up with nothing structured or enforced ahead of me, I will either absolutely, deeply, fully do nothing… or I’ll ricochet from … Continue reading trying not to tilt…

Interior view of the Sagrada Família in Barcelona, looking upward toward the soaring ceiling and branching columns that resemble a stone forest. Light filters through colorful stained-glass windows, casting warm tones of red, orange, and blue across the geometric vaults and intricate details overhead.

No One Sees the Dial

September 18, 20251 Comment

I started the morning with a video a friend sent me. In it, a guy was talking about his workout attitude. He had been all-or-nothing. If he couldn’t do it perfectly, he wouldn’t do it at all. That hit me. Hard. I’ve been circling around this idea for years: literal thinking, binary thinking, the trap … Continue reading No One Sees the Dial

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trying not to tilt…

No One Sees the Dial