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but let’s not put things in perspective…

April 11, 2020June 19, 2020Leave a comment

A lot of folx don't know this about me, but I'm actually a ray of fucking sunshine. I'm, sometimes frustratingly so, a bright-sider. A silver lining kind of gal. I'm always searching for the good that comes from any situation. In order to cope with awful scenarios and truths about life, I've made a lifelong … Continue reading but let’s not put things in perspective…

can you hear me now?

April 10, 2020April 10, 2020Leave a comment

About a decade ago I stopped doing any public speaking at all. I stopped hosting podcasts. I stopped conducting interviews with awesome people. I stopped giving talks and presentations. I had reasons and I always intended to start back up again. At some point. When I felt ready. Ready came and went. I did a … Continue reading can you hear me now?

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everyone has baggage…

March 30, 2020March 30, 2020Leave a comment

Yesterday as I was trying desperately to find some way to sooth my frazzled nerves and dig my heels into what weekend I had left I looked at the messy corner of my bedroom and saw my two most frequently used suitcases sitting in a pile with my favorite travel backpack, my packing cubes, and … Continue reading everyone has baggage…

Party at ground zero

March 20, 20202 Comments

Eighteen years ago today I was in a hospital suite. In labor. It wouldn't be brief. I'd continue laboring for the next seven hours. Which was actually refreshing. Because I'd already been in labor for three days straight. I was suffering from preeclampsia. The baby was suffering from an intrauterine growth issue. And to top … Continue reading Party at ground zero

Well meaning but totally misguided

March 11, 2020Leave a comment

I don't ordinarily feel the need to make the whole disclaimer that my thoughts are my own and do not necessarily reflect those of my employers but since this opinion hits close to home and happens to step right inside the circle of what I do for work day in and day out I felt … Continue reading Well meaning but totally misguided

43 and reflecting on not knowing what I didn’t know…

March 8, 2020March 9, 20202 Comments

I was horrible at being friends with women in my youth. Horrible at it. In my youth I was one of those girls who were only friends with guys. I was one of the boys. Just one of the boys who liked to wear goth makeup and short skirts. Women were too much. Too mean, … Continue reading 43 and reflecting on not knowing what I didn’t know…

the alarm…

February 7, 2020February 7, 2020Leave a comment

Have you ever tried to work an unfamiliar alarm clock that sounds like a fire alarm, with no warning that it would go off, in the dark, without your glasses, at 6am (but 5am in your own timezone) having been awoken by said alarm in the middle of an anxiety dream? Welcome to my morning. … Continue reading the alarm…

Consumer Whore Cami Buys Toilet Paper…

January 20, 2020January 20, 20201 Comment

I was going to start this off by saying that toilet paper is the one thing that we can all relate on, but after just a few moments of thought I realized a few things: Toilet paper is a huge luxury and privilege - one that many of us take for granted.The over/under position of … Continue reading Consumer Whore Cami Buys Toilet Paper…

panic on the streets of St. Louis…

November 5, 2019November 5, 20193 Comments

Yesterday morning I woke up in St. Louis. I rolled out of bed hours before I needed to and showered, checked to make sure everything was packed for my trip home, worked a little, and then met some folx in the hotel lobby for pre-breakfast tea and coffee. I was feeling a lot tired. A … Continue reading panic on the streets of St. Louis…

I have no idea what’s going on…

September 26, 2019September 26, 2019Leave a comment

The other morning, just before waking, I had a strange, potent, boring, unusual dream. I'll skip all the parts about finding out that my grandparents had separately faked their own deaths and opened a bookstore with a courtyard and duplex out back. And the part where my grandfather asked me to come and clean out … Continue reading I have no idea what’s going on…

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Walking the mean streets of Sellwood. Imagining I’m a badass. Wearing a WordPress shirt. Self quarantining.

moments

The silver is happening!!!
Spike has no patience for sleeping in on Sundays…
Springtime dining in Portland… love that we can go out for a meal without ever having to go inside.
My cat is very pretty and my office is very messy…
new sun hat helping me rock that “old woman at a funeral” style I’ve worked my entire life to perfect.
After a long hiatus from the Cat and Cami do things series, due to new humans and a global pandemic, Cat and Cami were able to do things yesterday. Enjoy this still image from an episode I call Cat and Cami take a baby to bar.
so fortunate to call these two my parents 🥰
a day in the life of Spike… #catsofinstagram #blackcat
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